A Mistaken....

I recently had a fallout with a friend. Here are the things that I felt:

1. I am angry;
2. I am frustrated; 
3. I am tired; 
4. I am such a loser for not being able to keep friendships;
5. I am scared that I will get in trouble with Allah for not being fair; and
6. I am lost as to what Rasulullah (peace and blessings be upon him) would do if he (pbuh) was in my position. 

 

In order that you may not be sad over matters that you fail to get, nor rejoice because of that which has been given to you. And Allah likes not prideful boasters. (al-Hadid chapter 57:22)

Oh man!! What are the chances that this fallout is about money?! So after much desperation and whining, I decided it's time to pack up those tears and complaints and say,  "Alhamdulillah hi ala bi kulli hal (all praises and thanks be to Allah in whatever circumstances)." Oh gosh at last I got it! Bahahahhaa....
I cannot control friendships, I cannot control my friend. And I am sure she can pinpoint what I am at fault with (which I am sure there are plenty). But I can be proactive by:

1. Asking for forgiveness from Allah;
2. Apologise to her for hurting her feelings; 
3. Just give her what she asks for. It's better to have less in this world than less in the Hereafter;
4. Keep on listening to Qur'an to help ease the anger that is boiling in me; and
5. Hope that God will accept my deeds. 

At the end of the day, I've learn from experience that no matter whether you are a muslim, or a non-Muslim, or a practising Muslim, or not a practising Muslim, you cannot claim God for yourself.
God is on the side of Justice, and if I am looking to get into God's good books, then be just and compassionate with people in hopes that God will take pity on my soul and forgive me for all my shortcomings.

I am far from perfect. I've had so many failed relationships with people because of my own shortcomings, so many faults that if you knew about it, you will stay far far away from me. It's amazing that God is so near to us, that He sees and knows all of our misdeeds and shortcomings, yet choose to give us a gazillion chances, again and again... God is Perfect.

Siblings.....Sisters....

I have three sisters and I LOVE it!

Yes we have disagreements and fights when we are pms-ing, Chit Chating and bla bla bla, but I know I wouldn't trade them for anything in this world. The only thing is we don't live with each other anymore beause one them got married and live at Terengganu and two more still staying with Mama & Papa. Although we are not far far away but i still miss the old times with three of my sisters...haha...My siblings lovesssss to talk. 'If you love me you'll just listen to me when I talk,' she always says. and 'If you love me I will smuch...smuch and kiss you."

 

It was truly a blessing and gift from Allah having them around because they always here to support me, listen to me when I do or say something appropriate and always keep my secret save. Seeing how each of them play such a significant role in my life, I just hope biiznillah I can work on being someone they can lean on as the eldest in the family.

 

  

For all of you who have sisters too, may Allah swt strengthen our ties with our sisters, let us be the best we can to them and make it easy for us to help each other on this path to get closer to Allah.

 

 

My 3 crazy,mean,annoying yet wonderful and awesome sisters + my one and only amazing cousin sister. 
Thank you for everything adik2 Ku and Sepupu ku...!I love you guys unconditionally and endlessly. 

 

 

 

 Sisters....

 

 

Narated by Aisha (may Allah be pleased with her) Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) reminds us, "The best of you is who is best to his family, and I am the best among you to my family." (Al-Tirmidhi)
LOVE. :)

 

 

First Ride....

So happy to bring A'isy Eusoff on his First Ride of LRT Putra from Setiawangsa to KLCC...Hahaa, okay okay. So to show him the train, all I have to do is give him my time and follow him on and on about whatever is on his mind. A'isy Eusoff wants both of us to just run around the LRT Station & KLCC park and we chasing and jumping with him all day long. 

Thank you Allah for giving me such family (husband & Kids)... Seeing how I was totally overjoyed the day. Sigh, I love them so much...:-)

Alhamdulillah..Love....:-)

In Love....Love

I'm bad in English, but I can tell you that I Love You..

I'm bad in Geography, but I can tell you that you live in my heart..

I'm bad in Chemistry, but I can tell what's the reaction when you smile..

I'm bad in Physics, but I can tell the intensity of spark of my eyes when they see you..

I'm bad in History, but I can remember when I first saw you..

Someone close to me taught me something really simple about showing love to others. Whether it's to your parents, close friend or spouse. Everyone feels loved in different ways, so the key is to make sure you show someone you love them, the way they want to be loved. 

Back Again...

Salam everyone! Hoping you guys are all doing good and in the best of iman. :)

I'm sure it hasn't been that long, but it feels like it's been ages since I've had extra time to share anything with you guys here. Alhamdulillah for ending training for the past 2-3 weeks,  I have been having regular time with the Family. Which also means I've had no extra time to chillex and blog. But starting tomorrow, insha Allah I'm going to make it a point to better manage my time so I don't have long stretches of nothing here. There's so much I want to share with you guys. 

Anyway, I'm such a happy camper here having the luxury time with Mr Husband and the Children.! Time for bed now so I can start bright and early tomorrow insha Allah.

Good night for now! :)